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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Untitled For Now

The addiction creeps in, acting like an old friend. It lies to you and tells you what you want to hear. Its a parasite, feeding off your emotions, your thoughts and anything else you let it have. Inhale and it inhales with you. Run and its right there beside you. Turn away from it and it still stares you down, its eyes a reflection of yours, making you believe its a part of you. It says your in control and entices you with pleasure. You know from experience that this isn't true. You must fight. Stand for what you know and what you really want. Stop letting this control you. Let it know that you control yourself. If change is what you truly want, change is what you will get. Don't quit. Don't give up. There is hope. A dumb four-letter word that is overused. But its powerful. More so than the addiction itself. Don't let it change you. Change it. Define your place. Give yourself a name. You've stood up now its time to walk away. Get away. Escape. You can.

2 comments:

Jenny said...

Yes, you can, dear. Greater is He that is in you, than He that is in the world! The victory is already yours. I love you and wish you the merriest of Christmases. God brought you to my heart and mind tonight as I tried (but failed) to sleep, and I prayed for you. There will be many wonderful surprises for you in 2009! Stay faithful all your days to Him who gives the days.

Call me!

~Mrs. Weber

Robyn said...

Thank you Mrs.Weber.
I love you too and Merry Christmas!!!
The previous 2 weeks have been an emotional roller coaster. Things are looking up. Of course.