Six Feet Underground

Sometimes id rather be lookin up than down
At this grass beneath my feet

Those words eat
Like maggots crawling and devouring every inch
Digging deeper into the soul

Its not long til its gone
The first sting is all that lasts

Build a wall
You’ll feel safe
In your hate
In your pain

It cant be won
This monstrosity of a game
Its tortuous
Its life

Corroded minds feast on hurting others
But its ok
You tell yourself its ok
Bleeding on the inside
Past the physical
Straight through the mental
Into the emotions
Into the feeling

Tear up
Stand up
Walk right on out
There’s no reason to stay
Except to give way
To more bitter pain
More foolish games

Bittersweet

Brookland-Cayce High School Senior Prom
April 3rd, 2009
South Carolina State Museum
The night consisted of so many surprises and strange events. It was without a doubt one of the most memorable nights of my life. The two most memorable things made it bittersweet: a new friend saw me for everything I never want to be and an old friend really saw me for who I truly am. I lost a friend last night. Not that they died, its more like I'm dead to them. They had recently behaved strangely out of anger and resentment. I hurt them. I don't know how. I don't know what I did but whatever it was cut deep.

With only two months until graduation, time is fleeting fast. I don't know where its gone. Regardless of where and how, it just has. At 7 p.m. I will be at California Dreamin, a fancyish restaurant, with my friends. Dolled up and ready to go to prom, we will sit and reminisce and dream about ahead.

The Truth About Facebook

I just read this article about facebook.com. Whether or not you have an account, with as many people signed onto this site, you may want to check this out. I thought it to be both interesting and eye-opening.

Facebook Article

Today is April Fool's day and I have yet to be fooled or to fool anyone else. Last year I devised several plans to really nail people but unfortunately, I have forgotten most of them. The ones I remember either aren't worth the trouble or seem uninteresting now. So far it's been quite dull really.

Although, I am running for prom queen.